July 2010
37 posts
Yes. I am very bipolar. I’m sorry about what I put you through today. There’s no excuse for how I behaved, and for that I can’t tell you how regretful I am.
It seems as though lack of sleep, stress, and my hormonal imbalances got the best of me. I’m frustrated - that’s true, but I shouldn’t have put that on you.
You know, I really feel sorry for you. You have to deal with my crap - my mom, my restrictions, and my mood swings. No I’m not on my period, I just feel like at any moment, I’ll break down and cry. In times like these I really need you, but instead I just push you away. How do you do it? How do you put up with me?
In truth, I don’t deserve you. You’re patient, yet annoyed. You’re kind, yet blunt. But you still stick around. Why? I’m clearly not worth it.
June 2010
42 posts
- nihaomakatie 1: 03 am
- I wanna try different cities !
- drewonrobotussin 1: 03 am
- mhm
- i get it
- just don't get raped okay?
- i mean not that anyone would want to
- but as a friend
- i don't want any unwanted penises in your vadge (:
- LOL
- nihaomakatie 1: 04 am
- LOLOLOL.
- YAYAYAYAYAY !
- Rape <3
- drewonrobotussin 1: 04 am
- new york is a dangerous place you know!
- EW.
- EW.
- LOL
- nihaomakatie 1: 04 am
- GOTTA LEARN TO TOUGH IT OUT
- LET THAT SUCKER IN
- drewonrobotussin 1: 04 am
- 0_0
Wow, I really haven’t been on Tumblr in a while. Hmm, let’s say these past nine days were SUPER unforgettable. I already miss them. NYLF on Medicinee is a freaking awesome program. Well i don’t know what else to write, but i’ve met a lot of amazing people that’ll alwayss be in my heart. ♥
What’s your excuse?
YOU WENT? It’s so expensive. I thought it was a scam LOL.
Bruno Mars - Talking to the Moon
I know you’re somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
The world may surprise you. In a society where romantic comedies project that vision of true love and that one perfect person, one must wake up, smell the roses, and remember that that’s not how it works.
Love is imperfect - it’s something you will struggle with. You’re going to have fights, you’re going to have differences. But ultimately, it’s the commitment and the passion that hold you together. Love comes and goes, it doesn’t only happen once. You could fall in love numerous times in your life, but the value of that love never changes.
You don’t necessarily have to fall in love with your girlfriend. Sometimes that never comes. That doesn’t mean your relationship is meaningless.
You can choose to want to be with someone without loving them. It’s that simple.
Thank you for being there for me when I’m having a rough day. I love how we can support each other through the tough times (:
Ever since that JIH incident, you’ve been by my side, fighting crime, and feeding the homeless. LOOL.
Thank you for listening to my rants, and thank you for trusting me to listen to yours.
If you’re tossing and you’re turning and you just can’t fall asleep,
I’ll send a song right to you!
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me, everyday I will remind you.
You can count on me like one, two, three!
I’ll be there and I know when I need it,
I can count on you like four, three, two and you’ll be there!
Cause that’s what friends are suppose to do
You’ll always have my shoulder when you cry
I’ll never let go, never say good-bye!
Adrian, you’re an incredible and beautiful person. Don’t ever let anyone take that away from you.
I’ll ALWAYS be here for you.
Drew(;<3
(via truuucknguyen)
I’ll risk it, love muffin ! (:
- drewonrobotussin 8: 16 pm
- hey hey, guess what?
- whaatthetruck 8: 17 pm
- hey
- hey
- what
- drewonrobotussin 8: 17 pm
- I LOVE YOU (: <3
- okay back to work
- hehe (:
- whaatthetruck 8: 18 pm
- ;-)
- I LOVE YOU TOO
- JUSTKIDDING
Lupe Fiasco - Kick Push
One of my favorite songs of all time.
Enjoy!
(via followyourisabelle)
not if you’re a GOLDDIGGER!
Travis McCoy - We’ll Be Alright!
May you never steal, lie, or cheat.
But.
If you must steal, then steal away my sorrows.
If you must lie, lie with me every night under the stars.
And if you must cheat, then cheat death - because I could not live a day without you.
(:
J-Shin - If I Fall In Love
Lupe Fiasco - Fighters.
Definitely old, but the message remains true.
Peace, Love, and Cupcakes.
stupid fucking
guydipshit.don’t talk to me ever again.
you can go lick sand.
WHY THE HELL WOULD YOU SEND ME A PICTURE OF A GIRL & ASK ME IF SHE’S THE PRETTIEST GIRL IN THE WORLD ? YOU FREAKIN’ RE-FART.
how did i ever like you, stupid ass.
You wanted his balls. DUH.
No, it’s a mask. I really just want to go cry sometimes.
I hope that explains why I act the way I do.
Kid Cudi - Pursuit of Happiness
…when I find someone that’s simply adorable. She’s beautifully smart, and she’s not afraid to be with the jerk that overanalyzes everything. She’ll have this smile that simply makes you want to hold her close, and never let go. I’ll love the fact that when she’s mad at me, she’ll have this little wrinkle over her nose, you know? I dream of the day when I finally meet this one perfect girl - the one that won’t be afraid to be with a guy who’s got hyperhydrosis, hold his hand, and tell him she loves him.
I dream of the day I’ll marry her, and tell her she’s the only one I’ll ever need. I’ll love her every day of our life together, and I’ll even help change the diapers of our 2.5 kids.
I dream of the day when I fall in love.
But like I said, it’s only a dream.
You’re the best thing that’s happened to me sophomore year. Period. It doesn’t matter how many fights we have, or how many pointless topics we discuss. It doesn’t matter that you get depressed easily. I’ll always be here to talk, I’ll always stand by you. This isn’t the guy with the ravaging pubescent hormones talking, it’s the friend. I’ll stick with you through the thick and thin, if you’ll still have me. (:
Sam Hart - Mario Kart Love Song (:
I’m sorry, I haven’t posted. I’ve just had some incredible things to do!
It’s that time of year, where you dwell on how fast the future comes and goes. It’s that time when you miss the people you’ve been with, and despise the people that are just joining. In truth, it’s that time when you wonder “What the hell just happened?”
So, with an empty mind and a full stomach, let’s just straighten some things out.
Grades - It’s like Space Mountain at Disneyland. Right when you think the ride’s the same like every other time you’ve ridden it, you always get that kick when you hit a surprise turn. Grades have made me emotional, I admit. But maybe in the end it’s all worth it.
Romance - Honestly, it’s been quite a headache. I remember in the beginning of the year, I asked myself, “Hmm, who should I like now?” -almost like romance was a decision i could just make. After many, many mistakes, I’m happy to be where I am now. Truc, if you’re reading this, I want you to know that you make me the happiest guy in the world. I know we’re not together, but you make me feel like I can do anything - as if the sky’s the limit there is no limit. I can’t say where we’ll be a year from now, but I hope it’s where we’re supposed to be. I’m not the easiest guy to put up with, and I’ve got a lot of baggage (parentals O:), but seeing you put up with it only makes me want you more (;. I’m sorry I’m a jerk at times. I don’t know how you do it, darling. But thank you for doing it.
Drama - Sophomore year was supposed to be easy, no? Yeah okay, the classes were pretty tedious, but the drama was simply overwhelming. Never have I been more scared of violence than this year, when I can simply say the configuration of my face was on the line. Don’t like to remember that time much.
Social Life - WHAT SOCIAL LIFE? No, I’m kidding. It’s getting better. I think I’ll be pretty occupied next year what with the ASB, Band, Brightening the World, French Club, Peer Listeners, and SAT Classes. Here come the acne breakouts!
All in all, I wouldn’t trade this year for anything. I’ve learned, I’ve grown, and I’ve conquered. Bring it on junior year. I’m ready for you.
Train - Drops of Jupiter
Hello my new favorite old song (:
- whaatthetruck 11: 47 pm
- OMG I BURNED MYSELF.
- drewonrobotussin 11: 47 pm
- 16 years ago
- LOL
- with what
- whaatthetruck 11: 47 pm
- i didnt know you're not supposed to touch foil
- when
- its in teh oven
- : -(
- drewonrobotussin 11: 48 pm
- -___________________________________________-
- metal + hot = ouch!
- whaatthetruck 11: 49 pm
- LOL.
- i thought
- foil was heat resistant.
- : -(
- drewonrobotussin 11: 49 pm
- wth LOL