see a penny , pick it up.

Fire.

14 notes (302 plays), April 15, 2014

If beauty were a drop of water, I dare say you’d be the ocean. If kisses were snowflakes, I’d send you a torrenting blizzard. And if one day you stopped loving me, the heavens would fall and my world would be consumed with nothing but a dark blanket of hopelessess.

Darling, you have so consumed my world that I no longer believe in universes because the only stars in the sky are reflections of the sparks you create when we touch. I no longer see planets because the only celestial bodies above us are imitations of your fluid physique. And truly, you’ve become everything I see, hear, or speak. But my perceptions deceive me.

I am blind. Because you are a kaleidoscope full of colors that I don’t remember learning in elementary school. I cannot hear you clearly; your words blur into melodies that only angels themselves dare sing. And I cannot taste the chapstick on your lips. Darling, I’ve lost the taste of your sweet lips. I can only taste the next ten, twenty, thirty years ahead of us.

But I feel in my heart that although I sing only words of praise for you, words are mere combinations of vocal utterances that poorly convey the mental ramblings of a mind so cluttered with thoughts of you.

And only you.

25 notes, March 28, 2014

Bae, you killin’ it.

Bae, you killin’ it.

(Source: drewtrinnh)

9 notes, March 27, 2014

Second Chances.

I wake up in the middle of the night sometimes and wonder what you’re imagining. Even though you’re only a few inches away, your mind is lost in a dream somewhere a world away.

They say the world is my oyster, and I’ve luckily chosen the one with a pearl. If you want me to write about my love for you, I can do that. But I believe that words are the mere stitching of letters that spell out nothing more than false promises and melodic fibs. Instead I plan to prove it to you more than anything. Every day I’ll strive to give you a small piece of what you’ve given to me, and I pray that you stay by my side for just a bit longer.

We have much to see together, and this is only the beginning. I want more days with your laugh, your sass, and your stubborn tendencies. I crave more nights with the comfort of your body against mine, and the soft whispers of your breathe as you snore silently beside me.

When I met you, I needed someone who could understand the sides of me I couldn’t even comprehend, and you’ve been exactly that for me. With unfaltering patience, you’ve held my hand when I never believed I was worth saving. If I was a lost cause, you were my lighthouse; if I ever had a chance at love again, it would only have been with you.

When you fall in love with someone for the second time, everything becomes a bit scary. You worry about being damaged goods and I felt for the longest time that I was just that, but you showed me that even damaged goods can be repaired. When you fall in love with someone for the second time, things can be jarring. But then it happens. Someone loves you again, and finally, you’re able to sleep again.

(Source: drewtrinnh)

61 notes, March 13, 2014

Anonymous asked: Your ex found a new bae lol

Good for her. She deserves only the best.

1 note, March 3, 2014

Anonymous asked: What's so special about this girl who makes you the happiest? How is she ever different?

When you’ve been in a relationship for the longest time, you learn a couple of things about yourself. And if for some reason you don’t end up with that person, your tastes change. I’m not saying Arimi was a bad girlfriend, she was amazing. But we didn’t end up together and by the time we ended and I knew what I wanted, it was nothing like her. Not because she was bad, but because I wanted something different.

Quite frankly, I don’t understand all these questions about Jontielle’s qualifications in dating me. Sure, for everyone on Tumblr, you see me and Arimi as the better couple only because I wrote about her everyday. You might not think I feel the same way for Jontielle but it’s different now because I don’t use Tumblr in the same way I used to.

You ask what about this girl that makes me the happiest? Quite simply, she’s what I need and want at this time in my life. She’s there for me, and with the amount of things I’m doing at UCSD, she’s the perfect stress reliever for me. I don’t have to do fancy things for her, and she does need them to understand how much I care for her. For Valentine’s day, our dinner consisted of In N Out on top of a mountain sitting in her car talking about our lives. It’s the small intimate things that make me fall for her.

To the people that have been messaging Jontielle and Arimi, stop. Don’t you dare compare them. First off, it’s not fair to them because they’re completely different people that I’ve loved under different circumstances. I’m not the guy I used to be. And secondly, you don’t have a say in my relationships. You might follow me on Tumblr, but you don’t really know me. You might know my name, but you don’t always know my story. 

I’m happy for Arimi and proud of the things she’s done. At the same time, I’m proud of myself, the things I’ve accomplished, and I’m happy where I am. If y’all really did support me, you would feel the same.

8 notes, March 3, 2014

vivianduong:

The girlfriend experience

(Source: videohall)

Reblogged from recursivedreams, 128,912 notes, March 3, 2014

I know you’re out there we’re meant to be.
So keep your head down and make it to me.

32 notes (4,075 plays), February 26, 2014

Anonymous asked: Remember why you fell in love with her in the first place. "The thing I love most about her isn’t her wit, or her hair, or her voice. It’s not her body or how beautiful I see her to be or her laugh in the wee hours of the morning. I’m not in love with her car or her money or her time. The thing I love most about Arimi is the way she looks at me. Now most guys could say that the thing they love about their girl is their personality, but to me that’s too general." -The thing about Arimi

I remember. But that doesn’t change the fact that I’ve moved on from her. She was a great lesson to me, and I definitely wouldn’t be the person I am today without her. But we just didn’t work out, and although that’s sad, I’m happier now that I know what I want and how I’m going to get there. I never forgot Arimi, I just don’t think it’s necessarily a good thing to live your life in the past.

5 notes, February 25, 2014

Anonymous asked: You know, I still believe you and Arimi are still a better couple.

You don’t know anything about this new girl. And there’s a reason I haven’t shared. Sure, you might like me and Arimi together, but this isn’t about you, sorry to say. It’s about what makes me happiest, and the girl I’m dating now does just that.

5 notes, February 25, 2014