Abuse me with your words and I will take it. I know the pain and the disbelief and the frustration. I understand it and I wouldn’t expect anything less. But somehow part of me thought that it would be different. I’m doing my best to not show that I’m hurting too. I’m trying to be strong because I know what I gave up on was good. But it’s time for me to also realize that love isn’t everything anymore. I used to think it was the key to life, but now I understand that if you don’t know where you’re going in life, if you don’t know who you are, you can’t share that with anyone and it would be wasteful to have someone wait on you while you figured it out. I made a decision on behalf of the both of us - one you didn’t want to take. I get that. But I also didn’t think you’d call our love fake and counterfeit. Sure you can keep that thought in your head, but don’t for one second think that your love was better or more pure than mine. If you truly loved me, you would understand my position. If you truly loved me you would want me to find happiness, even if it meant letting me go. But that’s probably too much to have hoped for. I truly loved you. I wanted you to find your own happiness because I knew that you weren’t finding that with me. I set you down in the ocean because I knew my aquarium was stifling your growth; it was uncomfortable and suffocating. And I couldn’t give you what you needed. I hope one day you’ll look back and see us in a better light. I hope you see the good in me one day, like you used to. And I hope I could perhaps have my best friend back.

Peer pressuredddd

Thank you for the growth you’ve instilled in me. For the countless times when I was wrong and you were right. Thank you for believing in me when no one could. For giving me everything you could muster just so I could shine. No one will ever take your place. Your grace, love, and kindness have settled deep within the cracks of my heart. Thank you for the friendship and hope. For the times unforgotten and the risks that paid off. You have molded me and have shown me what love looks like. I am so sorry that my fingers could not mold it in return.

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